2008 Aug - Childhood needs

Childhood needs: If I took a pencil in my non dominant hand to write down what I would have liked to have had in my infancy which I did not have, what would I write now? Of course it is a matter of my own perception now on what I would have liked then. Of course it is going to be obscured and tinted. Of course, what my state of mind is like now is going to affect what I write. But I think it is still a useful and interesting exercise for me to do.



With my right hand I would say I would have liked to have had great lungs and great skin.

As a child I had constant and trustworthy love. That is the main thing. So I guess I needed it. But I guess I wanted my actions to make those who loved me continuously happy too. And I never could. My skin and asthma made those people worry and anxious.